Moving

I have been sorting stuff for moving to Montreal. It is such a hard
dicision to make. It took me one week to pick up myself and do some
sorting. The first thing I did was to collect my clothes. Then, it is
my furnitures and small daily stuff. After that, I know, it comes the
hardest part, my books and materials. For three years, I have stored
so many books that I would like to read when I "have time." Well,
three weeks passed by, I came to a still status.

One day, I saw Little Rock Dolphin in our swimming pool. Suddenly, I
thought that it is summer in the South of China. If I were in
Shenzhen, it is time to plan for seashore trips. We would go to Da
Meisha or Xiao Meisha for some fun. During evenings, we would stroll
down the street to the Four Seas park and enjoy some movies or just
see people on streets. Nothing would ruffle my minds. But now, I
cannot go back. I have spend three falls, three winters, three springs
here. This is the second summer for me to spend. It is the only time
that I have ever felt so relaxed. I do not have to worry about
homeworks. I can stood here to see and feel the community life UALR
has always been a part of.

"Why should we move? Why people like immigration? Where is my
community? It is not in Shenzhen anymore. Neither here in Little Rock.
What is next?"

These questions struck my head in that moment. They made me puzzle for
a while. They made me to be convinced once again to leave Little Rock.
I got to go Canada, for life's sake.

I have nothing to do now but to wait for the day that I will fly to
the north and have a new life. I am kind of worried. This week I have
been looking for a place to stay for a short period.